There are a ton of cliche's out there that would fit my life right now. I'm not sure if that would be considered a good thing or a bad thing. It is basically what it is though and there isn't much I can do to change it. Life definately changes on a dime without much notice or warning. I know in the past few months a friend and an old classmate both have passed away, as well as the dad of a friend of mine. Those are major life altering changes in lives. True they touch my life but not like they do the loved one who are left behind. In those months I've also gone from being committed to someone to being completely single again as well as have a few other friends of mine. Life is a slippery slope they say and they would be right. It feels like sometimes you just can't get ahead. I know there are a ton of things I need to get done, but with work and working out and trying to get in shape it just doesn't seem like there are enough hours in the day to do all I need to do. I've also met a wide vareity of people lately. Some good, some not so much. I'm always fascinated by the human mind. I'm always trying to figure people out. I see so many of the people in my life making what I would consider mistakes, but it really isn't my place to tell them. If they were gonna get hurt to the point of losing their life then maybe, but the kind of hurt they are going to go through for the most part is heart ache. If I did try to warn them they wouldn't listen. It's just the way it is. The school of hard knocks is the one most of us attend on a regular basis. It's not that we want to hurt, but most of us are willing to take that chance for what little happiness we can find. I'm hoping this summer will be one filled with much happiness for myself and for those in my world. I know lately it doesn't seem any of them can catch a break, but I believe they and I will. I have to believe that happiness is out there just waiting to grab me by the shoulders and shake me. So other than my life and my friends life can we address some other things? Like the economy and the political genius that we've elected to run it? Oh wait, probably shouldn't. Not that I wouldn't but I'm not sure what to make of it all to tell you the honest truth. Then there is this crazy weather we've been having. Is summer ever going to get here this year? I suppose I'll have to find a little fake sun to make myself feel better. Fake is better than none? I don't think that is a cliche is it? Well, I just wanted to check in and I'll try to write something a little more profound soon, but right now to tell you the truth my life is a little like a hooker on ice, can't stand up but the job's lying on the back anyway so why worry.
